What is it?



What am I in search of?
 I don’t know.
This insomniac was in quest
Of an answer or maybe
An asylum for my lunacy,
 I walked aimlessly,
 I searched down the tracks-
 Of the water that fell from my eyes,
 They didn't answer.
What is it?

 I got wish threads and stood frozen
 Tangled what to wish for and
 Walked back with an empty heart,
 A confused mind and a lost sensibility.
 I don’t know what I want from life,
I know I’m in quest of something-
 Which I cannot name.
What is it?

There is no place in the world
There is no air to inhale
I’m living, I’m counting, and I’m waiting
But I don’t know for what this living-
Counting and waiting is for.
What is it?

 Temple bells, Qwaali and Candle lights
Made no meaning, they killed me
‘They’ told me I will find solutions but,
What is it?

What am I in search of?
What is it?

 ~ what is it? still searching..