borrowed energy
I stroke my heart today with a flower, a slim trumpet. It was bright but had no sense of smell and
was about to give up the ghost soon, I stared at the flower and wondered where is
my spirit taking me to just like the flower’s? Another ultra world full of
unfamiliar things once I’m dead?
I’m not religious and I don’t believe in all the baloney
theories that religion advices me but I wonder what happens to the spirit and
all the energy that’s around and inside me. I know there’s some force that
regulates earth because man’s still powerless to answer countless questions on
this space and I have met that energy a zillion times when I was pleasantly
lonely. All energy is borrowed…one day I've to give it back!
I believe my spirit is a warrior who won the life against
million sperms and nothing could defeat it on its voyage because it is born to triumph.
Many things happen in life good and horrific and the only thing you've to hold
on is to trust in the energy that is within. The infinite spirit will reveal to
us when we win our battles step by step and make us dream more. It is amazing
when you gather all the strength to fight the tears that come from your eyes
when dreams dry up but your life has an overtone and is supposed to do something
this life and you’ll do it sooner or later.
Sometimes even the closest people could not understand the judgment
of our sea within and the world around us give the impression to stand against
us, yes that’s life and all we've to do is to prove them wrong. I don’t believe
in planning life. Everyday life gives us something unexpected and new and I
love the surprises but that doesn't mean that you don’t have objectives in
life. I’m a dreamer at times and I love the parable land created by my spirit
perfect and gorgeous but earth is a better place to live balancing between hope
and life.
Destiny is not real and docile, that’s just an illusion.
Live your life, we don’t know what exactly happens after that and enjoy the
power within you because you purchased the power after a long battle to seize
this life. You gotta protect the energy and give it back to the nameless authority.
Fight the evil there’s a protective spirit within you! This is your life and
your only life for now so take pleasure in and breathe life fully!
PS: On the track of discovering my inner self! Sorry for boring you!